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  • You come rolling in on the very first taste of Fall, you know those early September days, when you can feel the first nip of cold on your heels. You wouldn’t know that though, because the first sign of winter for you is rain. It’s been a long coma and an instantaneous blink these past…

  • Maybe you were my one and only great love. Life is so weird. So complicated. So messy. It’s been so crazy. I am so deliriously happy and at the same time, feel like I’m out in the middle of nowhere practically drowning and treading water–caught up in a current I can’t manage. The call of…

  • On a chilly December Christmas Eve, my padded feet and rough-hewn toes walked to the end of the ship of my life. I clutched the heart of the ocean necklace, holding it closely. Throwing caution to the wind, y et again, I threw our love overboard. Hurling it over the end of the rail.  I…

  • My one thing The one thing I would tell you about today is that in times like today, you must know what you stand for or you will fall for anything. I would encourage you to speak your mind, without fear of repercussion (in wisdom and truth). I would tell you that for too long…

  • *written by me, inspired by Isaiah 35 I’m longing to show my goodness. Even dry and desperate places will become open spaces of praises. Desert areas will become oasises of flowing rivers. Everything around it will burst into song. The splendor and greatness of God will reverberate joy. Everyone will see how great and glorious…

  • I took a long nap when I slept on you. Dreamy, steamy, like a mirage in the desert was my take on you. Always playful, tender, masculine and intelligent. It takes nothing for you to be thoughtful and cute. Brown eyed boy, with irises on fire and kissed by the sun. You don’t know your…

  • Maybe it’s time I take my hands off the steering wheel; I’ve been a control freak for as long as I can remember. Chattering teeth, covered by a stripey towel on the beach–clenched fist and jaws worrying and admonishing my baby sister to stay close to the shore. I could feel the tension in my…

  • James “Jim” Robert Howard July 5, 1958-April 4, 2023 I’m sitting staring into a non existent wall, my eyes dissolve within the nothingness of what I can focus on. Looks like the storm has settled for a moment giving me a chance to catch my breath. It’s either coming or going, in which direction I…

  • First of all Merry Christmas, 2019! I often find myself gushing about how amazing you are as people and parents to everyone I meet–but in life the things we affectionately think aren’t always communicated. This year, in addition to your gifts (which I really wanted to be meaningful) I decided to write this piece and…

  • Ten Steps to Help You Overcome Mental Health Obstacles in Your Every Day Life Let me first start out by saying I am not an expert or medical professional, but I AM somebody who struggles daily with mental health and mental illness. I have learned over my now thirty-six years that sometimes trudging through isn’t…